I think I am going nuts. I am testing the waters about looking at job opportunities in Florida.
I am so tired I can barely keep my eyes open. I woke up at 2am! Actually I had taken a Pain pill earlier because I could nto sleep. So, then I tossed and turned.
Now I'm a mess. My eyes hurt. My heart hurts. I'm drinking way too much because I am miserable. yet, I say I love Joe, so I ignor it and it had manifested itself...once again...in too much drinking.