Thursday, November 17, 2005

I am having second thoughts about opening up this journal. After all, this was my journal that hardly anyone read and so I felt very anonymous. I was able to really write what I wanted without a care in the world. I have changed all that and now I feel that Alphawoman has barged in here and I am not so certain I like it.

The real Mary is different from Alpha. Alpha is the woman I think I am in my head. Smart, funny, sometimes witty. Sugar and Spice. Will the real Slim Shady please stand up? It certainly isn't Alpha. Alpha is like my alter ego. The good part of me.

I love this journal, which I first titled Mary, Mary Quite Contrary. I don't think I am going to alter things.

Proceed with caution, because I am not really all that nice. lol.


Robbie said...

Will the real Mary please stand up? Hahahaha Do you think you fooled any of us. Ha! ;-)

ckays1967 said...

hummm.......I always heard the real you too.

I don't think we hide like we think we do and that is why we "fall" for eachother.

Karen Funk Blocher said...

Hmm. This is exactly the kind of thing I'm obsessed with in my fiction - how who you think you are and who others think you are affects who you *really* are.

I do say things in my LJ I wouldn't say elswhere,because only about 5 people see it. So I do know what you mean - sort of! ;)


Trish said...

I hear you. No pressure Slim, Marshall, I mean Mary. ;)

All parts of you are important. Let 'er rip!