What the hell am I doing?
I started the new job today and it just does not feel right. Maybe because I am just being trained to be in business for myself. I am okay with that. I think. I know I am a lazy unproductive butt. Maybe, this will be different.
I have my Pina Colada'a out...trying to unfreeze. I'll wash the dishes, vaccuum the floor and make the bed..do all those domestic things.
Maybe this will be it for me. I could have held out, but I think I may do well at this. Just beginners jitters.